as usual... we went back to ac. not that we didnt wanna go to nj. it's just that we only have 1 bloody lecture today. and we have nth to do till one pm. so...go back ac!! yeA. we cldnt go 4 chem lab. so we stayed in the canteen. and i met ms leong. blessing in disguise? i dunno. well, i followed her to the music centre... wanted me to play violin. hello?! i haven played since sec4!! nvM. i suck at it. sight read some piece for her... but i cldnt get the pitching right because i'm not used to without lines!!

anW.. went back to join tai tai and jess to talk to ms too. after that we sat down to eat till darrick and the rest came. oh... andrew has been sick for the past 2 days. get well soon!! anW... we went for chem lecture. he was so damn funny!! he kept suaning the cresent girl...cuz she was talking. and he face turned damn red. so he started telling us abt ppl's face turning red. then he caught 2 ppl talking again.. and called them auntie and uncle!! we kept laughing la!! then phy... gosh. crasher kept covering his moustache. we were laughing at that... but the lecturer didnt even know.

theN the famous long 2 hr break. we ate with roy... who was there since i dunno how long ago. ate chicken rice... it was... well... nice. theN we were mainly playing and chatting. met marcus. he came back to appeal. talked to him for a while. he kept saying hi to so many ppl! too popular. lol!! the rest had to go for econs tutorial. so me and jess sat there with roy. jess was trying to sleep while i was reading roy's 8 days and he was eating mee pok. he ordered $2 mee pok and the amt of noodles he got was equal to $5!!! he was damn disgusted by that. dunno what ingredients they put in it. then he was saying they sld sell noodles with just the ingredients. he started drawing... then his fren came... talk talk.

theN jess and i went to gp with the rest of the remaining class. ms too was talking abt some gp test they had in term 2. then she said dun give to other jcs!! and nj was her jc!! hAHA!! theN chinese. mr soh was and is still on course. so this blur teacher... didnt even know we crashed. anyway... she made us read this passage...find the murderer. then she left us in class. dunno where she went. so they said she went to the toilet to change her pad!! ok anW... we didnt understand the psg so darrick started playing the mass dance songs and we started dancing. well... actually it was only ec and jess. then sch over... so they started dancing again. black or white & pon de replay. aft that tai tai, jess, darrick and i went to canteen to grab smth...b4 going home.

i'm still runnning away from it. i dont wish to think abt it until it's confirmed. i choose to look on the bright side and be gay. HAHA. GAY. no. i choose to be happy.~

i still have no voice today. no voice to tease hh. anywaY... i'm running away from my problems. i am. at least it makes me feel better. short term. but i choose to run. i choose not to think abt it. i choose to put my mind on other things. i hate this. i'm trying to help myself. but it doesnt seem to work. i get this feeling. uncomfortable. wTH.. i'm almost up to my boiling pt.

well anyway... afT a "long" day in school... me, jess, joseph went to KAP to meet darrick and wei joe. thanks joseph. he made us sit 156 which didnt go to kap. anW... joseph didnt want to come at first...then he got brainwashed or something. so he turned up. darrick and wei joe finally came... then after we ate we were playing with ice... which jess choked on. so we stopped. oops. darrick and joseph were fighting with ice and coke... then we stayed back to chat...while joseph left.

wtH...i have no idea what we are doing now. i've been fighting with joseph. darrick so rocks!!~

i KO-ed ytd after coming home. oH... i have no voice. i lost it. maybe i dropped it somewhere in ac. shouting with a sore throat... dont do it. if you dont wanna lose your voice.

ok... jess, me, poner went to ac ytD. the front part was crap. and i dont wanna blog abt it. joinED amityville for games after that. there were so many new ppl in it!! weLL... theY're nice. but they havent quite gotten the ac spirit yet. lol. theN we wenT to play all the water bomb games and glue frisbee!! HaHA! aftEr that we went to cafe to slack for a damn long time.. and to talk. wen long was damn crap. hE came in and said he was a happy man. because he just woke up from a nice sleep and ate ice-cream. MIA!! sO we crapped with him and the rest of the og thru lunch... the food took so long. thEn we went out and threw conray into the swimming pool!! wahA. conray happens to be andrew's classmate. theN he and his frens took a pic... then they pushed him into the pool again!! hAhA!!

we went back for mass rally. oh yEA!! i miss the times... with all the cheering and craziness... boo-ing other lossehelins and cheering for kyofu!! yaY!! aftER thaT we were slacking... so i was hanging ard with mag (mum!!), tommy, jiajun, andrew. jiajun was making this seal noise.. which was damn funny. i kept laughing non-stop. mag and tommy too. then jiajun started the thing with andrew again. andrew was in pain again. lol!! thEn andrew came frm behind and wanted to hurt jiajun... but i think jiajun was too strong... he tore andrew's underwear!! aRgH!! mum and i were laughing non-stop!! theN our og went down to play some games.. against jiajun's og la!! he waS damn good aT ball games. ec's og was at the other side. he was the one on the chair la. so tall! unfair! hAhA. thEn saw andrew being chased by many ppl...because he was covered in glue. he got part of my face. his hair was damn cool... theN jia jun got it too.

thEn we got tired. so we went to void deck to sit down talk talk. jiajun went to wash up and he came back unrecognisable!! cuz he didnt style his hair!! andrew's hair was so long. he put some more glue on my shirt. thanks ah. thEn went to talk to felix. who was with her og. was watching ec and scholar eat chicken rice while talking to felix. soon my whole og started buying chicken rice!! thEn we weNt up to the hall to havE the mock campfire.

saT near jiajun... which was not a good idea. anyway... they continued their story of the 4 lossehelins. damn funny... the "jing di zhi wa" (as pronounced with an english accent) was actually hans. we had this scavanger hunt thing... uHh... was quite lame. theN thE slide presentation... cheers... almost like orientation 1! was daMn cool. then mass dance!! the ogls danced all 4 songs. then we did MJ... then pon de replay!! me and gq missed it. so we were dancing tgt. then we danced a lot of times with yili and the guys... thEn annie yong made us go back. so we waited for the oga meeting to be over... b4 me, jess, darrick, andrew, ec went out to holland v. i lost my voice by then. yili came by to say all those damn sad things.. which made me wanna cry. damn. i was on the verge of crying!! (if i ever cry... it proves that i really cant take it anymore)

so we went to holland v...along with my beautiful voice... to bk. lol. 3 of us shared some value meal thing. ec went off... erwin and wei joe were there too. ate..then went off. erM... some ppl were at crystal jade la!! talk abt rich. shared a cab home with andrew again. lol. well... this time he got off 1st. cheaper anyway. so i came home...with no voice and totally flat. but it was a good day. ac so rocks la!! where can u get such a fun orientation? only in ac!! yea!!~

God, please please please please grant me acjc. I cant take this anymore.

i hope they call me tmr. i'll cry.~

Act cute lian hua pai (ACLHP)
-Darrick (Jiejie) <----- act cute
-Leanmay (didi) <----- ah lian

we rock at suaning people. such as poor jessica. soOoOo.. scandalous. and tai tai. soOooOo...pei.

but as of tmr, there wont be anymore scandalous affairs in sa2. i just realised that all the couples are split up. WTH. nvM. we'll be tgt again soon. congrats to darrick and andrew for becoming OGAs. damn! they're making me more jealous. and i'm getting more depressed by the minute.

"God helps only if you help yourself." Therefore, i've decided to help myself and go tmr with a better attitude. i'll try. i'll try not to compare. not to think abt the past. the only 2 consolations i have now are jess and joseph. well... bettEr than nth. but i really hope that God will help me. get back into ac. i see my future there. and not in any place else. why do i land up in schools with so few pl girls? lol. well, at least there's dear hh to cling on to tmr. maybe i'll become a leech and stick to her! hope ac calls tmr. then i wont have to suffer another day.

have i ever wondered, that if i go there...i'll be happy? yEs. i've wondered. and i only see myself happy in ac. arGh!! felix goes in and i go out. i want to see her. i want to see her in the same sch as me. i dont mind seeing her for the next 2 yrs. then there will be someone i'm close to frm pl!!

as of now, i need to look on the better side. be optimistic. go with excitement. not dread. and pray hard that i'll be back in acjc next term. God please help me!!

anW... i cut my hair!! yaY! it's thinner. but it still curls. nothing is perfect. at least i look a lil bit neater now. or maybe not. i just bought $3.40 worth of minitoons gummies and i'm already 3/4 thru. i so love gummies!! i dont mind if you buy me $10 worth of gummies for my b'dae.

A new chapter starts tomorrow.~

The biggest mistake I've made so far...

Why did i ever choose A? i think i'm going out my mind. Why didnt i think it thru carefully before i chose? By the time i realised it... it was too late. I love B more than i love A. (actually... i dun love A at all). A is boring. B rocks. tHis concerns my future yet i made such a big mistake in choosing A. There's still a slight chance i'll get out of this tho'. I'm praying hard. I'm miserable. --->what were you thinking of?!<---- i was talking abt my future school/ institution. thaT explains my depression today.

so this morning... on the way to ac... jess called me to tell me that i've got into A. which made me even more depressed. went to ac to appeal. met tony there. he kept saying i was appealing frm a better sch and stuff... waha. aftEr the whole appealing thing... jess and i went to suntec to eat and kill 1.5 hrs. thEN we went to meet and wait for the rest. walked to marina square. went to play pool... (which was damn expensive). jess and i on 1 table... andrew, jia jun and the rest on the other. jia jun practically trashed everyone. joseph was damn funny. then we went down to eat. ok... the waiter was damn gay. we thought he was a woman... no wonder the guys had to buy the whole set frm him. darrick came.

we went up again to bowl this time. i got the lowest!! yaY!! gx's bowling was damn funny. darrick took a good shot of it. tai tai came. tommy (the pro) took over. scholars were damn good at bowling. the guys were fighting with one another. andrew turned out to be the most injured. poor guy. jia jun was the culprit. then we walked aimlessly (like poner) ard marina square before going back to suntec because mag and the others wanted to buy yoghurt. the rest sat at the stairs to chat.

then some went to some career exhibition thing upstairs. the rest, me, jess, tai tai, poner, andrew, joseph, darrick went to delifrance to eat. they bought a whole baguette and other food. we were putting parmesan on everything. then they put chili flakes on the potato wedges. theN andrew and joseph went to the toilet and andrew came back with a bleeding nose!! damn gross la!! we kept asking him to bend fwd (joseph... an sjabber... didnt know what to do). then we were blaming his nose bleed on his big nose. we sabo-ed the 4 of them time and again... mastermind was darrick. sat and talked... then we went home. andrew and darrick went to meet their fren... jess and poner went on 1 train... joseph and me.. on another. but we landed up taking the EW line...cuz the NS line was damn packed.

anyWay...thanks jess for the damn nice beaR... damn rich la. hMm... during these few days.. dont talk to me abt jc or anything to do with it. anyone who does will make me even more depressed. i may just kill them. i choose not to talk abt it. i choose to pray hard. pray until something happens!!~

tai tai just made me cry. arGH!! why is she so creative? thanks anyway for the lovely gift!!

today was damn screwed up. so many of us got scolded today. waHA. 1st joseph... by the chem lecturer. then jess, by the chem lecturer... then me, by ms too. oops. but i want to say that was all ec's fault. idiot. he kept wanting to paste post-its on my forehead...look like dead person. lol. we were sitting tgt during the 2 hr break.. talking crap and talking abt what happened ytd. which was damn funny. oOoo... the whole sa2's scandalous. wth lar! mag's our dear mother. then we went up to the roof-top garden to take some pics. we were damn naughty...

then econs... damn. my mind kept drifting off to lala land. no. actually i had more impt and urgent things to think abt. like appealing! if i get to stay in ac... i'll be more than contented...altho i wld be even happier if i werent under her!! GP... we were all damn high. laughing...and unable to pay attention. darrick made this thing out of the anti-drug abuse card.. which was damn funny.. and showed it to andrew...who daoed us while we were all laughing like mad. chinese...we were doing this exercise... but most of the time we were talking to mr soh. damn. i hate leaving. why must we keep parting? i hate this. i hate this system. i hate all of this. this sucks.~

ac founder's daY. what can i say? i've been going thru this for at least the past 4 years. thanksgiving after thanksgiving. basically the same procedure... except that the minister was dman funny!! hE said he'd sit at the last 2 rows of the LT and sleep. the rest of it was plain boring.

coke lime sponsored a can of coke lime each. aint that cool? anW, we wenT out after that. jess, me, athenA, the 3 sji guys, kah joon, erwin, gx. wenT to lido... to watch some show called 49 days which was supposedly a horror show. anw, while we were eating... i met grace!! damn cool. pon class. the were going to watch the same show. sO we went in... with darrick, joseph, jess, me, athena sitting in one row. basically, the 2 people beside jess and i were scared to death. tai tai kept covering her eyes... but she actually watched more parts than the one beside jess laR! (cant say who... too embarrassing) thaT someone... kept covering his/her eyes... and closing them. wonder how many parts he/she actually watched. the show was ok. a few scary parts...which we screamed. the plot was good lar.

grace cried!! arGH!! wonder whether because it was too scary or too touching. lol. wenT into many sports shops after that. theN wenT to far east. took neos... erM.. darrick was making the fool of everyone... 4 of them got it. with a lot of hearts in the middle. theN we went to bk to sit down. we started playing truth or dare. stupid questions... stupid dares. andrew's dare for gx was damn difficult.. in the end he had to go to these 2 rg girls and ask for their no.s. shoot, shag, marry? andrew wanted to shoot me. oh yea.. poner joined us aft the movie. and he was asked this disgusting qn for his truth. the next parts were quite censored. *teh teh teh teh*. afteR that jess and gx went home... i went opp to take bus with the rest... joseph was betting that i'll miss me bus. whateveR.

posting's out on fri. argh!! i'm dead scared. argh!!!~

andrew brought his gatsby hair spray today.

swim pe... it was rather ok. we were 40 mins late. the girls, were so unreluctant to take off their shirts and shorts... but the guys just went out in theirs. thank god i took off my specs and wasnt able to see clearly. we had the categorisation thing. tai tai is in advanced!! woaH!! i'm in intermidiate... since i didnt do my freestyle the right way. lol. it's nice swimming rather than running!! arGH! i hate running!!

lessons were ok i guess. i was msging darrick during phy lab. he was in the lab next door... and he cld just look over to our class... so he did. he asked me to sneeze loud enough to let him hear... but he coughed loud enough to let me hear. so we were msging lame stuff back and forth... because lab was so boring. anw, the phy lecturer was damn crap. she was making us laugh because of people's attire, appearance without herself laughing. andrew was trying his best not to laugh the usual way he laughs... but his face was still all red.

after math tutorial... jess took out her impulse and darryl sprayed it at joseph. that's when the spraying started again!! mine and jess' hair got sprayed by the guys... then the guys went to spray michael (rain, paprizzio) with impulse then with the hair spray. we went down to sit with mag and the rest for lunch. which turned into a battle ground for us. basically, we were spraying everyone like mad. wei joe styled darrick's hair... which was damn cool... andrew sprayed jess' hair until it was damn hard. so jess chased him all round the building. i managed to spray him back. then jess sprayed his shoe bag... and andrew stole her shoe bag... and hid it. lol. it was crazy lar. darrick took my bag...wanted to put fries in it...and i threatened to spray impulse into his crumpler.

it's ac founder's day tmr. excited to see everyone in ac uniform!! esp sa2 peeps. we'll look more like a class then. 1sa2!!~

now i really dont feel like leaving. why is sa2 so crazy? why do we always do stupid & retarded things? and why do they all turn out funny and hilarious?? and why are people so fun and easy going? why do i have to enjoy it so much that i dont feel like leaving. or getting seperated?? aRGH!!

this is what happened today. jess brought impulse. to spray after pe. erM... so after pe, in the canteen, she sprayed it on joseph. one man's meat is another man's poison. basically, that smell is nice to us girls... but damn disgusting to guys. so joseph smelled damn nice. our main target was actually andrew... but we cldnt find him... so darrick said to spray his bag and his show bag, with his swim wear in it. waHAHA!! i think he almost died when he opened it. then jess sprayed him with impulse. then he acted like he was angry. waHA. the next part was quite censored. so i shant write abt it ya? all i can say is that we were running up and down the LT during econs lecture.

then we went down for lunch... they played with the spray some more. darrick was spraying joseph like mad. oh ya... poner got it too!! they grabbed hold of him and sprayed him. then darryl took the spray and sprayed it at andrew's body... and beyond. hMm...rather censored. so the guys went to class smelling rather nice and perfumy.

see what stupid things we do? i dont feel like leaving anymore.

i cant gelp but saying this... OHIYO! thanks to raf.~

saTuRday 25th feBruaRy
(cC coMp & hAppY b'daE daRricK!)

i woke up early. in the morning. now i feel like sleeping. went to PA with hh (who wore civilian clothes) , grace and tiff (who wore cc tee. lol!) we arrived just in time to see them enter the pitch. i wld say... team 1's pitch was ok. i cant say much... because i havent really seen them pitch b4. only thing was the flagpole. nevertheless, the did ok. we took a bus back to pl. on which... we were sending pics and tones. i went back home to bathe and change. hh, grace, tiff went to eat.

came back to find them leaving to eat lunch. hh was still slacking at heartland. so i joined them for lunch. but there wasnt anything to eat! haHA. we had quite a long time b4 going off... so we were playing. i was playing with rafael's walkie-talkie. which was damn funny. cuz we kept saying stupid things to each other. then his phone ringtone was some retarded oHiyo tune... which was damn funny... so i kept teasing him abt it. xt kept saying i was entertaining myself. then rafael went to ntuc to buy peel fresh for us... so it gave me a reason to use the walkie-talkie. was damn funny!! i kept talking to him... which was damn embarrassing for him at ntuc... cuz i was saying retarded things into it. who knows how much i laughed!!

then we went back to PA. to see zhss pitch. their flagstaff was good. their shelter was good too!! buT stupid wind. when it blew...the whole poncho came off!! ergH. anywaY... it was time for pl team 2 to pitch. gosh... they managed to finish it within the time!! we were shouting at them and cheering them on like crazy!! i was mostly shouting at the flagstaff...having seen them and corrected them so many times. they managed to do it well!! the gadget and man shelter were good too. except for the wind part. stupid wind. they were happy. maybe a bit too happy. but i must say that things went well for them. even better than ours, 2 years ago. hope they get top 15!!

anywaY... met jess at PA. she came down to support her sch. then we went off to take a bus...or rather...we didnt know what bus to take. cldnt get a taxi either. turaiya asked us to go opp and take a bus but then we finally got a cab! so we took to ps... changed out. then crossed over to glass house to meet birthday boy darrick and his friends. joseph cut his hair!! no more pretty boy!! anyway... we waited a while more then went in to sit. darryl and jeslyne came. mag wanted to come but she was too tired frm choir prac. ordered food... gosh... in the end jess and i switched plates cuz she didnt like the tomato pasta and i didnt like the creamy one. most of the time us girls were talking to andrew and his friends... and darrick came over too. he's so pervertic! then singer below sang a b'dae song to darrick and he had to sing a song on stage! he was singing you're beautiful... and we were taking pictures! took some pics together... then went up to talk. most of them were watching football... leaving the girls, andrew, darrick and some friends. we were talking and playing...

then we went to paradiz... wanted to play pool but there were only 2 tables left... oh... did i mention there were only 3 girls and damn a lot of guys?? waHa. like 20+. so we went to play arcade... their teacher came... but we didnt know he was a teacher...cuz he looked like one of them! anywaY... jess had to go home...so jeslyne and i went home with her. andrew went home with us too!! so gentleman!! waHAhA! took mrt with jeslyne home.

it was really fun ytd. with cc comp (i waited for this for 2 years!!) and darrick's party. argH!! i dont want to leave! cld our class always stay tgt? they're always reshuffling everyone. bOO!!! God, please help me. You know where i want to go. ~

sa2 is such a fun class. people there are generally crazy. out of their mind. that's why we all flow together. ec was totally mad in the library. he wanted to send mag to the asylum. because of a fatal disease: touch-no-response. he was writing a letter to the asylum. he said damn funny things which made us laugh the way thru. 9a1s!! how does he ever study? anyWay... chinese was even worse. we kept talking and talking and mr soh had to ask us to do our work. i ended up copying joseph who copied from jia jun who copied from...ahH... i dunno who. ec was at the back making retarded statements and i seriously didnt understand the chinese passage at all. poor kevin fractured his leg. jess wrote "huo gai" on his bandage. darrick went off talking abt something that i cant say here. and athena and i were laughing like mad. with such a fun class, who can bear to go?

save me.~

this is what we did to poor ec today. athena took his phone. she changed all his wallpapers and stuff... and we set his profile to not silent. i sent a damn retarded ringtone thru infrared without him knowing. and we set it as his ringtone. then we asked tommy, who was in a diff chem class, to call him so that his hp will ring during chem. darryl called him 1st... and we heard it but he didnt! daMn funNY! then tommy called again and this time ec heard it la. 3 of us burst out laughing... mr wong wasnt in class. so sad. pOoR ec. ~

ac rocks! totally!! we got the day off today. so i have no idea what we went to school for. most of us were sitting in class.

we went out as a class to town. the sji guys went back to their sch, some went home. the rest of us took mrt to cine... ate lunch... and waited "patiently" for the rest to come... lol.. afteR that the 17 of us went to catch a movie... we wanted to watch the fog..but erwin wanted to watch casanova... lol! so we decided to listen to our dear class rep and watch what he suggested. the movie was... damn interesting for the guys lar! the girls were behind going wah lau.. erwin was smiling his way thru... the others kept laughing... jess was laughing at one part...so loudly! ok...practically the whole ac was at town lar. met to many ppl there... gq, yl, huimin, and damn a lot of pl girls! what are they doing in town on a weekday?

we went to heeren after that to...take neoprint... where we saw even more ac people. 16 of us squeezed into one machine. let's try to name: athena, jess, me, darrick, andrew, shaun, ken, mag, joseph, erwin, eugene, darryl, weikit, kah joon, ec, tommy. we walked over to wisma food republic...cuz the scholars wanted to eat. darrick bought hokkien mee for us!! the one always with the long queue. but it wasnt long then la. and i dont find it that great actually. it's just so-so. then jess, me, joseph, darrick went to andrew's house... both girls' main aim was to see his schnauzer. but his dog was downstairs so we were looking at his school's year books and trying to identify all of them!! damn funny. then we were watching winter games and then andrew wanted to play speed... so we did. and he won all. then...go home! waHA. had a really fun day with the class. they're damn cool and damn fun. and retarded. and crazy... and... i shant say.

now i have a sore throat and my nose is running like a tap. thanks a lot.~

ACJC Fun-O-Rama XVIII
18th Febuary 2006

went early in the morning to help out at the balloons stall. used helium to blow balloons, twisted those long ones. fun-o-rama officially opened at 9 something... we took the twisted balloons to sell... to walk around as well as see the other stalls. not many people were there yet. so business was slow. jess and i walked a few rounds with some of the guys. there was this small boy (so cute) who wanted the yellow teddy bear balloon but his mom wldnt wanna buy it for him because it was too expensive!! anyway... we went back to the stall, NL to play kung fu chaos a little while later. was playing with jess 1st then there was another small boy (also as cute) who wanted to play. his dad left him with us so we taught him how to play. andrew took over jess and i think i beat him. lol.

after cooling down in the NL.. we went down to find lunch. had spaghetti. went back to balloons stall and helped make some balloons... i managed to make 1 teddy bear and a few flowers with help for the last twist frm darrick (the pro). went ard again to try to sell... then came back. here and there... we were popping up in the NL to cool down because it was so hot!! of course...there was playing of xbox. joseph beat me because of the tie and he threw me off the ledge. damn! then at abt 2pm, the 6 of us, mag, jess, me, darrick, joseph, andrew went to queue for the haunted house. which took abt half an hour. while waiting, we were pinning up joseph's and andrew's hair (darrick's hair was too short). one looked like a butch and the other a gay! hAhA!

into the haunted house...all 3 girls screamed like crazy, darrick screamed. the other 2 claimed they didnt. anyway... it was good lar. really gave us a shock. someone popped out and reached out to grab us... which made all the girls scream. then the ghost murdering a baby... and the last part...where we thought it was the end... and someone popped out frm a large box and scared us. lol. then we saw the other grp at the start...so we screamed to scare them...and they screamed!! hAhA! then we went back to the stall and soon after it started raining.

we were running everywhere getting ourselves wet... and sucking helium. oh my....it was damn funny. well...darrick's voice already sounded like helium...so when he sucked it...it was even funnier. joseph...too shy. erwin still cant!! lol! he kept sucking in the helium.... but to no avail. anyway... we met andrew's cousin and we were sucking helium and asking his cousin how he was like. which made her laugh and laugh. walked around and bought some stuff... then we went up to NL to get out of the rain and to eat our nachos and cheese. that was so sinful. talked for a while...then we went down to supposedly clean up the stall.

we lowered the prices for our balloons.... and the peak period started. at 6pm! gosh. so we started mass producing helium balloons...no time to play with the gas. we managed to sell all the balloons...but not enough helium...so we changed to stick balloons. we were shouting "buy balloons free bread!!" and the other way round and also the kyofu chear which we turned into balloons. we kept selling until the teacher asked us to clear up. so sad. so we did...and we cleared the NL too. then we were having fun upstairs in the NL... gosh. ok. i shant talk abt it yeah. we were shooting balloons at each other...and ec was bullying me. we started playing murderer... then the gay came in. lol.

we were asked to go buy pots of plants at $5 only frm the plants stall. ec (who came back frm a race, and who gave us $4 worth of swensens ice-cream. thanks man!!) bought 2 pots since he hadnt used his coupons at all. jess bought one...and darrick too. we went up to "clear up" again. then a lot of us went to holland V. let's see... jess, athena, me, mag, jia jun, joseph, erwin, tommy, wei joe, eugene, ec, darrick, andrew, etc (sorry if i left anyone out). stupid ec was bullying me again...by not telling me the ans to some stupid thing. went to bk... we were talking abt everything... what... giving birth, bgr, specs, people, the girls were mostly talking to jiajun and joseph cuz they were the closest to us. almost every sentence that jj said had **** in it la! haha. used to it. was encouraging jj to break with his gf and go out with joseph. waha.

we left at almost 10pm. i didnt know how to go home...so shared a cab with andrew. he lived considerably near me anyway. he let me go home 1st!! so nice!! haha. whAteveR. so i reached home...and my battery was flat. haha. wonder whether i snored?? but i dont yea.

anyway... on the whole i feel that acj's fun fair was more fun that pl fun fair...maybe because my class was bigger at that time...so not much interaction with the whole class... during preperations... we were able to voice out more opinions and talk to one another... and have more fun. but pl funfair i had more time to slack! waha. to each his own. it would be sad to leave such a fun place. why was i so stupid? ~

where can you get more fun than in ac? painting banners ytd was madness. we were painting at the bleaches and towards the end we started playing with the paint. jess, athena, ec, joseph, darrick, katrina and i were running around dirtying each others arms. ec kept running and attacking frm the back. so he wasnt that dirty. darrick's pants had yellow paint on them and joseph's hair was dyed yellow. lucky the guys cldnt do anything worse to the girls. oh...they wanted to invade the girl's toilet when we were washing up. painting banners and decorating wasnt that fun in pl funfair. was quite boring. after that we sat down and kat was talking and trying to get near the guys... esp erwin.

today...was even more interesting. after twisting balloons in the morning... we went to NL to see the xbox-s and ps2-s. jess, me, joseph, andrew ended up playing kungfu chaos. the one we used to play in cel's house. damn funny. i kept winning the fighting parts... joseph kept winning the jumping part. darryl came and he started winning all! haHa. then we went to help with banner, blah blah... and started playing again!! jess won a few this time. but i still rule the fighting! both of the guys kept fighting with each other..cuz both girls kept dying. lol! then went on the play halo 2. which...i had no idea? hAhA!! the rest had killed 70+ times when i only killed 9! lol. darryl helped a lot. while joseph helped in killing me. ken was getting better. i got tired after an hour. went next door to play murderer...and ec was screwing up everything!! he kept getting mixed up. and we were teasing him abt getting 9 a1s. we started sticking scotch tape over everyone. then the guys started playing touch rugby... then we played pepsi cola. haha. got scolded by the gay for making too much noise. but we all were abt to laugh!! went down to blow some balloons... were playing with helium gas... damn angry with the teacher. lol.

tmr's the day. looking fwd to fun fun fun! and laughing with all of the crazy ppl again. these ppl are retarded! i doubt you can find any of these in other jcs. going to another school means i'll become dead like all of them. walking zombies. eEeEeWwW. ~

God, please help me decide. I'm leaving it all in Your hands now.~

i not stupid too was good! i laughed my way thru. except for the last part. was quite sad. the jokes were "so lame". but "cool". "whatever". HAHA. well...most of time xt was looking at shawn lee and i was looking at joshua ang. well...i think both of them are damn good looking!! but i seem to like joshua ang more. haha... now xt accuses me of liking ah bengs. a meaningful story and as nice as the first...but i think the first was even more crazy.

anywaY...i thought i'd blog abt wednesday's x-country. altho it's like 3 days late. but i think we really enjoyed ourselves. you see, almost the whole sa2 tried to squeeze up the bus but there were too many ac ppl. so the rest had to wait for the next. i think other ppl were getting pisst because they cldnt get up the bus! anyway... we squeezed all the way to mcritchie. we thought we had to reach at 2.30. but mr soh said we cld go eat after he took attendance. and so we did. we wanted to go longhouse but apparently, we stopped at the wrong bus stop. so we went to mac. haha.

somehow or other, we got split up after we went back to mc ritchie. so jess, me, darrick and his fren started to walk to the starting point. we met the principal and the vp on the bridge... we were late. haha!! she was asking us to hurry. so we ran all the way...and walked... with no hope of chasing up with the rest. anyway...after brisk walking for abt 10mins.. we caught up with the chasers(sweepers). good. haha. we met tommy along the way. mag and gx ran. then we continued walking... because there was no way we cld run in the whole mass of ppl. the pri sch kids, and vj ppl who were running where getting pisst with us because we were hogging the whole pathway.

we went crazy...and were thinking of excuses for turning up late... blaming darrick for everything. he sprained his leg, rolled down the hill, had a headache... then we started cheering on whoever passed us. were shouting go vj! go eagle! (some pri sch house thing) then mainly jess and i were doing the shouting. we walked all the way to the finishing pt. had milo and i joined yili and tzewei. people can actually run 4.8km in 15mins. did they sprint all the way?? ec's bro won 1st. Lsg won the championship. which was quite expected. i took a damn short time to get home. considering the fact that mcritchie was so near thomson. muahahaha. stupid ry called me and said she was at mc ritchie. when she was actually on the bus. xinyi had kayaking and saw joanne but didnt see me!! so sad!! hAhA!

anyway...i'm still considering. where sld i go? what sld i do? i dunno. hope to get an ans soon. ~

i really cant believe it. i cant believe what the Lord gave me for my results. i feel that i dont deserve it. but anyway.... PRAISE THE LORD. i really have to thank him for this unexpected results. it hasnt sunk in yet. and right now i am in a dilemma. anyway... without Him, i really cldnt have done it. i have never even harboured the thought of getting this. not even dreamed abt it. i really have no idea. esp for english and lit!! hello? i am so not an arts person. i am science. ok. dont talk abt that part yea. anyway... ms lau came back!! arGH!!! i miss her!! ry was too shy to go thank her.

ok let's start frm this morning yea. i went to school. erGH! i wanted to pon. but hey...my class is guai. most of them turned up. we went to class for supposedly class discussion. but all of us were listening to mp3. and playing with each others mp3s. crazy. scholar was listening to the ah niu song...and darrick and katrina were singing whatever song that they were listening to. ec and i were listening to of course.... jay chou songs. and singing. ec's singing is really out of tune tho. i have no idea what he was singing. after that went to meet mr soh for discussion...but after a while we went to sit in the canteen and eat and talk. were talking and laughing abt damn a lot of things. abt andrew and joseph being gay. lols. mag was so anxious to go off.

then i went with nyssa to kovan. to meet yq. then went to ps to meet sharon, ry, serene, seying, xinyi, jasmine. ate mos. i'm going broke. then i was dying to get back to school. we were late. ms gan and mrs tng were checking for attire. so shit. anyway... mrs lee started already...met felicia...got updates frm jingyi. lol. then results...hey! everyone did better!! they were all so happy. well...there are always the others. but most were screaming. jess got 6!! that's damn cool.

after that went to heartland with ry and yq. met a lot of pl girls...crazy. haha. didnt stay back for np. too high and i have no idea how to describe the feeling la. shocked? haha. yeA. but i must really thank God for this. if not for His blessings, i wldnt have gotten this. ~

jeslyne sprained or dislocated her finger during pe today! aRgH! i freaked out. mag scared us by saying that it became right angle. made me freak even more. her little pinky was very swollen by the time she got back with a bag of ice. poor thing! the pe teacher asked her to get an excuse frm ft to see a doctor. turned out that she had a cracked bone! oUcH! damn. she got 3 days mc. get to pon x-country tmr. mr soh refused to push fwd zero period today. what thE?? 4get it. gonna havw to study then run tmr. why are we having lessons man?? and this time it's 3.2km. lols. if only ry and serene were here... it wld be a laugh to see them carrying umbrella again!! hAhA! hope your finger gets well real fast jeslyne!!~

fund-raising was a success today!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we managed to finish all the dumplings made...with a few(or maybe a lot) of broken bits. lol! was going crazy selling and darrick was so busy frying during the reccess break. the others kept taking the plates to sell. we made profit(duh). and i was forcing everyone to buy. but i think we really did a great job in the fund raising. the 2 of them who went up to give the announcement were good. at least the vp didnt pull a long face. the j2's class teacher came up to do this advertistment for their fund-raising. which was stand-up comedy! he was talking to himself like split personality!! so funny!! we cldnt stop laughing. ok.... we said we wld be selling our dumplings until 1310. but by 12.10 we were sold out. that was damn cool. off to hmk. gosh...i think i'm getting used to this. ~

i need to cut my nails. or else i'll get scolded for not cutting again. anyway, my playing will sound yucky. i have yet to master twinkle twinkle little star on both hands. why do we always need short nails and why do we need to play with both hands??

i talked to hh for almost 2 hrs last night. thEre is so much to talk about. finding out abt nj. jess and katrina want to go to nj too. let's see whether we'll make it. maybe we'll see each other there. can i just go to moe csc on my way home on monday and demand my results? if they know the date already, why cant information just leak out a few metres away? let's say... just to dover close east? hAhA. hh says many ppl have changed. i'm looking fwd to see their change. wonder how... for the better? or for the worsE? ~

we have started playing the silly games again. this time...it's my classmates. derrick seems to know a lot of those. and erwin was guessing the black/orange/red/ribena magic thing. jess and i kept laughing. then fuzzy wuzzy. joyce cldnt get it altho she gave some correct examples. haha. i thot scholar knew but he didnt. had chinese and was doing compo... talking to mr soh... and teasing him. he doesnt seem to mind us doing anything as long as we've finished our work. so we were looking at ipods. mr soh said he wanted one! haHa.

i have no idea what the rest ofthe lectures were about. i really cant get anything they're saying. jess and i went crazy over the word "lao shi"...pronounced it as lao te (old pig). damn funny. i missed majority of chem lesson to go back to pl and sell tickets!!

we took a cab. joanne, hilary, me, simran. nyssa's classmates were going there to sell too. we were so excited. ms yoong bought 3 tickets frm each of us!! ms yoong rocks!! then we ran finding other teachers. mrs ng bought frm 3 of us too!! ms ferng bought frm nyssa, i forced mr low to buy. no ms lau! arGh. mrs rajah bought frm the 4 of us. they're so rich! mr tang bought frm me!! yAy!! was talking to ms ferng abt chem in jc being damn difficult...and now i realise...i miss her teaching!! i really do. at least i understand everything she says! she asked us to look up some textbooks at the library. sigh. how i wish she cld be our tutor at jc!! i miss her and her teachings!! and all the other sci & maths teachers! argH!

the students... had "no money". well... i cant blame them. i wldnt buy if i were them too. hehe. stayed for np. muster parade was... ... ... ... spent a lot of time looking at the sec1 sqd ncos take attendance. which took damn long. because they didnt shout. i got to shout! hEhE! cherina was damn funny. then went to see campcraft. and they were... ... ... ... 3wks to go and their progress is ... ... ... ... they were slacking a lot. with jarelyn, vanessa and me trying to untie the mess to set the boundary. jarelyn went over to do man shelter and i gave up on the string. i really dont know how to help. i know nuts abt man shelter and gadget. i only can help flagpole-wise. which...i have no gauge of how good they are. and what to tell them. oOoO...cc comp is at PA. 1 in the morning and the other in the afternoon. so hot. haha.

i feel like going back to study in sec school. ergH. this week was crazy. next week's worse. with the results coming out... i have no idea. well... we'll see. i hope i dun go crazy. ~

chem is really non-understandable. to think that sec sch chem was easy. chem is even more difficult than physics now. this is crazy. stupid stochiometry. i can stone at 1 qn for hours. jess and i were sitting in the library stoning. mr soh "poned" zero period. lols! that's what i accused him of. fun-o-rama preperation's going well i guess. besides the last min things. haha. i'm going mad with too much hmk. i'll die of saturation of hmk. went home with tony. it's nice to have someone to go all the way to srgn with!! can talk talk talk talk talk. no worries abt hmk. hEe. only i cant sleep on the mrt. haha. going back to pl tmr. excited!!~

another long and torturous day. titration for chem prac. oh...i miss those days... in the lab. with ry and ms ferng's crazy comments. when ry is always so blur and funny. lol. but this sch has an unlimited supply of chemicals man. anyway... mr lim was as lame as ever. and jessica kept laughing at him. mr lim: where's so&so? classmate: he's not around. mr lim: oh...so he's a square ah? -_-''' lectures were ok. vectors...gosh. why do we ever have to resolve them? maybe sld go back and ask mr low!! hAhA. anyway... had a 2hr break after that. ate and did hmk. well.. we went to the library... but katrina was talking crap and gossiping...so we didnt do much. haha.

went for econs tutorial. finally an air con class! aRgH! our teacher was not as bad as i thought. we were practically bombarding her with qns. watched CNA for GP. had to do this quiz thing. jess and joyce were disturbing ec. mr soh's lesson was as funny as ever. cuz we all were talking back at him. always laughing and cracking jokes. guess it's because he's our ft yet we have to be "serious" during his lesson. after that was zero period...with mr soh again. were discussing abt fun-o-rama. gx came up with some more new ideas. haha. stayed back for a while to get some prices stuff.

going back to m'sia tmr. yili's going too! but too bad diff place. i'm gonna die of boredom there. i'd rather stay here and die of boredom. haha. but there's new movies to watch here! argH! anyway... see you next week!~

this new keyboard is so small. i cant get used to it. i prefer the old one. i keeping typing wrongly and the backspace button is so small. anyway... had our 1st chinese lesson today. mr soh also our FT came in and started speaking in chinese. after hearing him speak in english... hearing him speak in chinese for the 1st time was damn weird!! we kept laughing at him!! he speaks at the same tone...damn funny. and the guys kept joking abt him.

math... we got mr lim!! damn cool. cuz he is a slacker...who only has passion for pe. and he talks 3/4 the time. lols!! and damn lame!! we kept laughing too!! others were ok la. econs was better with the new teacher. she gave lots of eg and made sure we understood what the lesson was abt. tutorial qns are killing me. haha. sld have done them over the weekend. oops. anyway... didnt have break today. that's crazy. phy teacher let us off early...took pity on us. gp teacher let us eat... hehe. thanks to the guys. jess was going crazy collecting money today. cuz joyce didnt come. we were aching everywhere today. frm ytd's crazy pe. i cant run and i have pe phobia. anyways... i'm tired of blogging.~

guess what? i met hh at srgn mrt today!! damn cool. was talking to her until the mrt came. she decided to wait for her friend. and left me all alone in the mrt. but it was nice seeing her again. esp to catch up on sch life and to catch up with old classmates!!

anyway... lectures were ok today. econs...boring as usual. me and yili were falling asleep in lecture. maths was lame as usual. gp was...well... i dunno. lols. i went for early contact time with my class. now i have 17 coupons to sell for the fun-o-rama. got our time-tables. i have exactly the same as jessica!! yay!! so sad!! no same as yili or gq! argH!! i want to cry. scholar's time table is different too. oh...we're having land pe 1st...and phy cond is on monday! how!?!?! i have no stamina!!

anyway... took the bus home and slept as usual. saw mel fong. went into ny to met yq...the food there sucks. anyway... yq came and used my com... then ry and serene came. were teasing yq abt some guy. lols. were supposed to watch geisha...but the quality was so bad... that we ended up talking and cheering and using the com. lols. long time no see them!! miss them and their crazy ideas. and how yourself you can be with them. joking and laughing childishly, yet not afraid of embarrasing yourself and talking abt things that you cant really talk to others abt. so yeah. i miss those times but life goes on ya... and parting is really painful. 1st pl, then my fellow og mates. soon, my present classmates. *sobs* haha

tutorials start next week. and pe. arGH!!~

happy b'dae simran!! so many people's b'dae are in the 1st 4 months of the year (including mine!!). marcus, simran, yili, guan qun, me, wen long... haha. i dunno abt the rest of the og. tze wei's in sept. wahaha.

had to sit with classes today... which was quite of a great surprise to all of us. cuz we all wanted to sit with our og. at least gq was just behind me. i was sitting with scholar and both of us were looking ard for our og mates. after assembly we split up and went with og. phy was confusing! even scholar...(so smart) didnt understand. fractional uncertainty. i'm uncertain abt the whole topic! lol. then we met up with the rest... we were watching mass pe again. and some where watching the teacher....or some student. lols! the lit notes were damn long and descriptive and chim. thank god i didnt take lit! we went for maths..supposedly maths. but the teacher didnt turn up!! lols! we all like our math lecturer...he's damn lame. then econs... which was quite interesting....better than h2 econs. at least the teacher was more interesting! but still quite dry. or maybe it's because of my biased opinion of humanities.

slacked and ate..went to the cafe with the girls and 2 guys frm og...we were laughing and the girls were giggling abt something that the guys didnt know abt! well...i think one knew. lol.. but it was damn funny. talking abt gays and stuff...yili was so innocent!! she was so blur!! haha. then the principal came in to eat! we all didnt dare move from our seats!

went with scholar for contact time with the class. the girls were sitting in one row... did i mention... 10 girls 18 guys? the guys in front were quite talkative... haha. i was talking to jessica.. she was frm np too! haha. we have much in common to talk abt. but i still miss my og. and all the crazy stuff we do and talk abt. took a bus home. which was so relaxing.... because i cld sleep thru...and see orchard rd! haha. mrt is hectic. people rush in and out like ants. and i still have to walk a long dist to school. haha! ~

parting is such sorrow. apparently, marcus doesnt seem to agree with me. 4get it. haha. but i only know scholar in my class. and he goes with his fellow scholar. and i miss my og noW! we clique bettA. and get along better. i'm gonna miss the times together. altho it's only 2 weeks. the girls...always giggling. and the guys...always laughing at something. sigh. ~
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we just received our classes! i'm in the same class as scholar!! and xiaowen. yay! there's ppl i know!! haha. scholar and i have many things in common... considering where we come from. we were making him sing his national anthem today. since i have no idea how it sounds. a2 forever! 1b, 2a2, 3a2, 4a2, 1sa2. a2 rocks!

anyway... we only had 1 lecture today. we crashed h2 econs. we wanted to crash h2 lit. but "got caught". cuz the teacher scared us saying that she was taking attendance! and so we made a grand exit. in the end...she just called a few names. we slacked at the bleeches and were talking abt all sorts of things. the girls, that is. marcus and his frens were near... i have no idea where the rest of the guys where. scholar joined us later. that's when we started talking abt malay and stuff. he has a driving license!! what the?!?!

anyway... we went for chem. which..i understood! haha. after that me, gq, yili, christiana, deborah and her fren, jessica and tze wei, simran went out. went to taka. ate mos. because what christiana suggested was so ex!! haha. then we went to kinokuniya. were walking ard... yili was looking for tarrot cards. and i lit up everytime i saw anything to do with harry potter! hAhA. then went to some shops. yili went to pierce her ear. damn cool! haha. she was holding my hands. and i was staring at her. haha. i reconfirmed that i would never be piercing another hole in my ear. gq freaked out. she was so scared. would take her a long time b4 she pierces her ear. haha. anyway... i met maureen! hehe. then when we were going home met eliz chia!! damn cool!! haha. what's everyone doing in town on tue?? went home with christiana and jessica after that.

sigh...gonna seperate into classes soon. will miss my og. esp the girls! haha. shall see who my classmates are tmr...~

it's my sis' b'dae tmr!! gosh. we're all getting older.

i'm sick. i'm genuinely sick. no one is to doubt that i'm sick!! i am i am!! i learnt a lesson. when your body tells you to go home and rest... just do it. listen no matter what. sldnt have crashed nj on fri. sld have come home and rest. came down with a slight fever ytd. all i wanted to do was make it go away and sleep. there was, of course, og outing. which, i wasnt able to go. deprive me of my pool!! aRgh! when will be the next time i play pool?!? lectures are starting and work only gets heavier frm now on.

gosh. my nose is running like a leaking tap. and there's my sore throat. and cough. i'm getting every symptom of a cold. and yq still wants me to go to the pasar malam with her! haha. she said pl ppl are performing... wonder why... well, hope i'm fit enough to go to sch tmr. because there's science! muaahaha. tue's not so bad. i only have 1. pathetic 1. and i have to stay in school till 11 something before lecture. then there's o lvl results. only 1 month to its release! should i change school? well...it's only the 3rd week of sch. hard to say...~

no lectures today. yili didnt come. and wont be coming on mon! so sad! subj reg today. and we took height and weight! i was freezing in the hall. i've come down with a cold. erGh. we were slacking at the bleeches for quite a long time. laughing because the joker made us laugh. wen long wanted to pon health talk and go out. or play bball... lol. gosh. so many people like him. oh yea!! the pe instructor is damn good looking. but i wont join swimming just because i wanna see him. haha. i just think he's damn good looking.

after sch...which ended like... 1250... gq, christiana and i took a bus down to hci, nj and the whole rd with a lot of schs. haha. we went to serene centre and coronation plaza. some ulu shopping centre. 1st to eat ice cream to sooth my burning throat then to find a present. which...we took a damn long time to. lols. then went to crash nj. only to find out that they cld go out of sch and return at 6 for their dance party. stupid hh! she was going out when i came in. i gave up talking to her on the phone. talked with gq and her frens then we went to explore the sch. it's really really big. suddenly ac seems very small to me. and suddenly both of us loved ac compounds! haha. i guess its because of familiar grounds. their school is very white. haha.

anyway...i waiting half an hr for the damn bus. was fuming by the time i went up. and 105 was so crowded. cldnt take a nap on the bus. haha. there's og outing tmr. i have no more voice to talk. but all the energy to play pool! pool rocks! haha. real lectures start next week. i hope i'm in the same class as yl. or any of the other girls! all the guys are in arts.

my hands are freezing. my throat burns. and my nose is running away. ~

lectures are ok. except that i have no idea what they are talking abt for phy and chem. supposedly 2 of my better subjects. maths is cool. the lecturer's promoting the graphic calculator. econs... i almost fell asleep. went for bio...which yili, gq and i were playing bingo. they were talking abt DNA. i think. chem... we had to draw atomic structure... which we had no idea. marcus and i were playing tic tac toe in which he was so confident he wld win. but i won. haha! he's a left hander! yay! left handers rock!

can u believe it? we slacked for 6 hrs today! is that mad or what? haha. we were in the canteen. was learning how to play sudoku. we were laughing at someone...which was made even funnier by another. yili went for choir auditions... while gq was waiting for tech council. nyssa and i were going for harp. was cool(i gotta stop saying this word). sounded angelic. ac's the only college with harp!!

anyway... i met turaiya on the bus!! arGH!! so excititng!! havent seen her since i went down for trng sessions! she was wearing cj jacket. woah...so loyal. could only talk to her for 30secs or so. had to go down the next stop. but still....it's nice to see her again. i miss pl!! hAhA. oh yea. 3 of "them" crashed today. like so obvious la? but nvm. they didnt get caught. good to see them again. ~

it's a hol today! i somehow keep looking fwd to holidays. probably because i get to wake up extra late. i kinda miss studying...although once i really start studying i'm gonna regret saying this. after 1.5months of not picking up a pen... i cant write properly anymore.

anyway, xt, mh, jaime came today! to play pool. i miss playing pool with them. and guess what! i met meli fong!! she was having a church function in the function rm. which was cool. i got to catch up with her abt college life and stuff. and she's waking up at 6.15am when she just lives a stone throw(literally) away frm her school!! haha. oh well. i miss 4a2!! *sobs. lols. not to say that my og is bad. they're really nice people! and funny. and crazy. and lame. and smart! oh gosh. haha. but i still cant help missing those crazy times.

anyway... back to pool. i think i'm improving! hEhE! well... at least the games are free. played in pairs then took turns...since the cue sticks were...well... really lousy. oops. the heads kept dropping off! and we kept glueing them together. i won jaime!! but lost to mh. it was raining outside and we were really cold. oh yea!! there's like an lcd tv in the rm...which is quite worth it to forfeit the 20 bucks and bring home the tv. haha!! my bro gave the idea. the room's really echo-ey and we were shouting like mad ppl. i realised that many in my og love pool too!! hEhE. were supposed to go out today...but many cldnt make it. and anyway...pool's expensive today.

ytd's mass chat was really confusing. but all the more fun. everyone (13ppl) was talking at once. people's msn kept signing in and out. and my com rebooted itself. marcus was damn high. and ppl kept adding foreign ppl into the conv. haa. more intro lectures tmr. shall write up on it when it all ends. we're going in a grp.

why does it keep raining? not that i'd prefer the heat. nice weather. ~

orientation..burnt and peeling. keeps raining. and stopping. and raining again. so we were wet. and muddy. i cant really recount all that has happened. quite impossible...since i've been coming back and going to sleep. and waking up early. tireD.

ok let's see... my OG. under Kyofu (which rocks) , which means horror in jap. so we're "ghosts". under kyofu... i'm in amityville. with 15 other people and huimin and joyce as our ogls. oh yea...what a small world. xiaoyan's friend happens to be in my og. cool. anyway... there's only like...6 guys in my og. girls rule!

games were fun. we got to choose what we wanted to play. thurs was the dirtiest. and we also had mass dance. 1 couple dance (put in on replay) and another (black or white) . and i keep forgetting the steps. kept looking at the ogls. but it's really difficult. not the easy ones...like those we danced during sec4 farewell!! hehe. oh yea...there was this game... broken telephone+charades. the guy b4 me was describing the word "girl". and he made a damn funny action. look so gay!! gosh! made the whole lot of us laugh.

we went out on fri to marina square. og outing. ate at cafe cartel...and ate up to $200+. then i dunno who started it...but we started playing the silly games... the meh meh... open close and all sorts. which...some cldnt guess and the rest who knew kept laughing. the guys esp. cldnt guess. JJ was damn funny. he kept imitating us.

campfire was...well... a 10min campfire. started raining...so we had to move to the badminton hall. cheered, the dance society was really good. and we danced like...dunno how many times. kept dancing over and over again. it was abt 11pm. haha. and i take 1hr to get home. fortunately there was someone to go home with me. she took to kovan i took to srgn. yea. tmr's the lecture stuff...see what we wanna take.

anyway...it's cold. and i cant type properly. my fingers are frozen. oh yea... went back for cca fair. quite ok. except that i was half asleep. so me, hh and yl stayed in the classroom to talk. stupid mary is just as secretive with her hp. nv ever pull your hp away frm me or else i wont give u rest. haha. but she finally has one. and i spent 1journey frm school all the way home talking to her!! haHa. lots to talk abt yea. and to yq too. she comes here everyday. opp my house. haha.

anyway... my fingers are really frozen. cant type anymore. ~

believe me. helium really makes ur voice go high. went to eat at paragon ytd. there were balloons...so my bro took 1...untied and breathed in the helium. then he spoke. and it was really high! sound so sissy! damn funny...we cldnt stop laughing. laugh until cry. but it only lasted abt 2 breaths but there was a good amt of helium in the balloon. hAhA! really had a good laugh.

anyway... didnt walk down orchard rd. from the previous experience. went to tcc. bro's church. stayed till midnight. oh yea...happy new year!!! 2006... a new chapter. and school's getting nearer. arGh!~

been playing pool for the past few days. i'm getting better! hEhE. but still not as good as xt. plaayed with xt, jaime, rafael, hh, mh ytd. actually...been playing with the 4 of them for the last few dayS...and rafael keeps holding his cue stick in a funny way that keeps making me laugh. hh's method of using her stick is damn cute. her left hand on the table is forever so str8...even when you're supposed to curve the fingers a little.

anyway... i heard that xt and jaime's form teacher next year is sailor moon! hhAhaHA!! oh man. i really pity them. she's gonna be so strict. and she doesnt need to teach me for me to know that. i think their class will go crazy and rebel against her! heHE! that would be cool. and i heard that hh's school only has orientation on the 2nd week. 1st week is tests! oh man! thank god i didnt go there. haha. but still...no one has called from ac.

oh yea. HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE!!!!!!!!!!!!! orchard's gonna be damn pack today. and i dont wanna be caught in the crowd. ~

school's starting soon...and my ogl hasnt called. getting worried? nah. i'll be worried unless i dont receive anything on the 2nd of jan.

i rule! been playing naval command with hh and i'm proud to say...i've been winning almost every game! hAhA. think she won 3? hEhE. i think it's better if she plays pool with me. she'll win more. haha. this is cool. i'm enjoying myself before i start a whole new year... whole new environment. i'm about to cry!!~

i'm turning into a pig soon. although i dont have a piggy face! woke up...watch tv, eat, read, sleep, wake up, watch tv, computer. this is what i did today. and i was too lazy to go out. with only 1 week left to school... gosh. i'm probably dead. anyWAy.. let's find an excuse for my piggy-ness today. i came home at 12.45am ytd... but was not a bit tired. tho hh was about to fall asleep. she kept yawning and her eyes were closing. lols. anyway... i guess i was gaining back my sleep. it was raining (and still is) anyway...so cldnt go down to swim. maybe tmr.

guess what? the pool downstairs is open. but... $50 deposit needed and is $2 per game. that is so.... not worth it. lols. didnt know the deposit was so high. how about $10?~

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

yAy!! HAHA. ok...erm... i just spent 2 hours in darkness which directly applies to what was preached today. ha. we certainly need light. and darkness goes once there is light. anyway.. 1 week to go before a new chapter in my life begins...and i find myself running away from reality. i've been avoiding it for ages... when mom keeps saying abt the distance! argH! i have to slowlt mentally prepare myself when i keep finding myself running away from it. ok. there's still a second chance and i believe that wherever He has put me in...He will help and guide me thru...no matter how tough it is. He intended me to go there since the start and He will certainly guide me. yes. anyWay... i better get on to losing weight b4 i throw my face when i enter school. ha!~

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Light of the world
You stepped down into darkness
Opened my eyes let me see
Beauty that made this heart adore You
Hope of a life spent with You

Here I am to worship
Here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that You're my God
You're all together lovely, altogether worthy
Altogether wonderful to me

King of all days oh so highly exalted
Glorious in heaven above
Humbly You came to this earth You created
All for love's sake became poor

I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross

ytD's sessions was s-l-a-c-k. hA. it's the last session anyway. fen ni came down... she was off from work. jaime, fen ni and i went to see the fancy drill since turaiya was over at the cc side. we let them slack for a while. was talking to them. haHa. then jaime went back to cc and fen ni and i went to see mh, sheau wei and xt doing publicity stuff. went back to find hh and jaime talking to the team abt some stuff. the rest of us were bored. so we started playing with the grass...

went to eat after that. hokkien mee. do bees like lime? cuz it kept flying around jaime. she was drinking coke lime...and put 2 lime in her hokkien mee. we were all quite fed up with the bees flying around. kept chasing them away... but they kept coming back.

then went to play pool. again. oops. xt and mh were playing at 1 table. jaime, fen ni and i played in another. fen ni didnt know how to play... so we taught her. and beginners really do have luck. lols. i kept losing. then we played pairs... fen ni and me on one team. jaime alone. i spread the balls on the 1st hit...and jaime hit in the black ball on the 2nd!! HaHAHA!! anyway... jaime played with xt... then we kept shouting someone's name and she hit the ball in! made us laugh. oh yea... did i say i injured my index finger the day b4? and i hit my middle and 2nd last finger ytd. either the table of the cue stick doesnt like me. now i have 1 red finger, and 2 blue-black fingers. all on my left hand. thanks ah. xt and mh went off somewhere.. the rest went home...

christmas is coming!!~

i cant wake up early in the morning anymore. i'll just fall back asleep. been going down quite "late" for sessions. lols. but some people are later than me ok!! hAhA.

well anyway...i spent the whole time with the cc team. i didnt fufill the desire to go up to someone and tease her till i fall down laughing. anyway... they're improving. good for them. altho they still dont really listen to what we say. wait till they take over. they'll know then. we (grace, jaime and i) attempted to pitch the "perfect" flagstaff for ourselves. and to prove that we still had the standard. haha. we took more than 15mins. fail la! but...that's cuz we were laughing our way thru. thanks to yuling ma'am. kept making remarks. then jaime cldnt tie her tent guy loop. so yuling ma'am cldnt stand it and took over. haha. i was laughing the whole way thru. then she was scolding me for sitting down and pulling the flagpole. anyway...we still had it. although the tension was....well....hAHa. the s2's were good. ma'am supervised their training...while we played tic tac toe with pegs.

then ma'am and i were discussing abt GP and econs while waiting for the rest who were tying their hair and stuff. gosh. i'm gonna die in jc. anyway... we went to heartland to eat. ma'am went off with her friends to somewhere... and we were left making damn funny jokes. not abt her. haha. but when she came back we went into a laughing fit and cldnt stop. we told her that some "aunty" gave her an extra mashed potato. which kept me laughing till a long while later. and we started all over again. haha.

went to hg plaza to play pool. i'm...improving? haha. i dunno. i missed a lot tho'. we met diyanah at heartland. she followed us to play. played with her and her friend. she (as usual) kept making jokes.... crazy ones. i injured my index LEFT finger when i hit the ball too hard. ergH. pain pain! i came home only to find out that the pool rm here isnt open until next week for next year! thanks. i see completely ready. idont see why they sldnt open it. unless they dont have the cue sticks yet. haha. hope they open next week. then i can book! yay! then can play for free. i dont wanna think of anything else right now...~

my head's breaking and my ear's an irritating pig. somehow... i think i cant really get into direct sun anymore. causes me to have bad migrains. gosh. trying to prevent myself from killing too many brain cells by taking panadol... i have to study next year you know.

hmm...so i went down for np today. and went late. lols! went to see cc 1st... they were...well... i see myself in them when i was sec2. and i know they'll improve. lashings are quite good. only their rolling hitch (flagstaff). gosh. vomit blood. well anyway..they have to learn themselves. the others took one and a half hrs to build a man shelter. yuling ma'am thought i was joking when i told her.

anyway...went off to see the fancy drill. turaiya was a bit screw loose. then s2s had some thrashing out and i didnt want to be involved. so i went off with yuling ma'am to see fancy drill. she kept teasing me abt luo-hans! made me laugh anyway. she gave them a pep talk. and well..i saw myself in their shoes again. they improved after that... was quite ok. but i seriously cant stand it when they can't keep rhythm.

went to eat with jaime and mh after that. turaiya and grace went to ac to appeal. gosh...i hope they get in!! i still dont wanna be friendless. i hope ac wld consider affiliation tho there's no bonus in pae. met cairong and christine on the way home. talked to them..abt jc stuff... cool! vjc. lols.

anyway..... just hope that there's at least 1 friend there with me next year!~

stupid ear. argH! i hate it when my ear acts up on me. it's like being tormented silently(literally). stupid ear.

He led me to my 2nd choice. well... okies. if he says there...it's for the best. but then..there's still appealing..unless i really feel that i need to. ~

It's tomorrow~

everyday i wake up and am reminded... oh my goodness! 16 dec is 1 day nearer! getting more and more nervous, yet excited. can i get into my 1st choice? by God's grace...yes! but... if i don't... so be it. eRr...so why am i so scared? how do i know? i'll see where He leads me... somewhere where i can fit in... that i can do my best and bring out the potential (whatever it is) in me. so yes... i know He'll lead me to the right school.. but i can't help being nervous about it!

hopefully they release it on the date given itself. or else i'm gonna scream in anxiety. and hopefully the server wont crash because of crazy ppl like me... or else i'll just faint. but whatever it is... i'm gonna promise myself to be happy with whatever school He gives me. and i hope that there will be pl girls there! i dont wanna be by myself!! hEex.

lastly... i want to say... harry potter rocks! yeaH!~

my eyes are going to pop out soon. from watching too many dvds. chicken little, march or the peniuns, aeon flux....blah blah...and my most beloved harry potter. lalalalala. and reading my harry potter book. damn. didnt get to go shopping much... since my mood was most of the time foiled...ergH. well...whatever.

16th dec is coming soon!! nervous!!~

how come when u want a book no one around you has it? or it's not available? only available in bookshops. ha. it cost my $14.70 i think. sld have went to borders. $7.95. haha!

anywaY... met jaime at 2pm when we were supposed to be there at 2pm! oops. i think we reached half an hour later. xt, mh and rafel were playing.... so we sat down and watched. then played the number thing. oh wait. i didnt say what we were playing. haha!! erm... pool. haha. what else would xt be playing? anyway... xt kept winning. and we kept sabo-ing one another. esp rafel. kept wanting to "kill" him. poor thing. haha. jaime & xt were plotting against each other... and i...the amateur... cldnt really hit the balls in. haha!! he kept making me laugh. and all of us! i cldnt hit the ball. infectious laughter!! after that he left then xt's friend took over. teamed up with jaime. and both teams were down to the black 8 ball!! they won anyway. haha. quite obvious.

went to kfc...they ate cheese fries. while i drank milo and reading my book!!!!!!!!!!! seriously...no book can keep me so absorbed except that. just sat down and read. while they talked. went up to where xt "wanted" to go. haha. took neos. we sa down there for like.... half an hour just decorating!! no time limit anyway. finally contented with what we had... we went off... with just 10mins for me to get home.

anyway... going to kl tmr. awWw. no computer!! but lots of vcds... and a book to read. muahaha. see you on monday!!~

wAhA!! this rocks! i got the harry potter theme song for my blog! yAy!

only can work with internet explorer... firefox cant. sad!~

Pool is a nice game. but i think i am quite cock eyed. or maybe i'm just an amatuer. hAhA. anYwaY. i think xt's really addicted to it. she's good anyway. hAhA. but the other people...whoah. that's professional. haha. anyway...i still dont know why some can be so crazy over it. haha.

and i think jaime's addicted to shaker fries. "where do you wanna go and eat?" "macs. i want to eat shaker fries." hAhA. xt anD i just drank milo. and xt cldnt finish it! small stomach. not like me. fat.

and the 3 of us got attracted to the stall selling earrings. ha. the 'blink blink' earrings are so jaime! no wonder she bought it. haha. i bought stars again. what's with me and stars? one day i shall count the no. of star earrings i have. xt was busy messaging. and then we went up to the neoprint shop not to take neoprint. but to play that $1 game where u control the machine to pick up the soft toy. in my language... a money eater. waste money! i dunno how much xt has spent on it. but it depends on luck. and skill maybe? she wanted the chipmunk soft toy. jaime wanted the tigger. and i wanted the stitch! but still...i wont feed my money to the machine.(no offence) i'm poor. haha.

xt and i went to mh's hse to solve her ms problem. which we ended up with no idea how. haHa. maple cant seem to start. even tho she's online. another one for me to act pro! hAhA. wanted to solve her blog problem for her... only to find that she deleted her original template she downloaded. gosh. well nvm. we changed it to a chicken little skin. haha. so cute!! i would change mine if not for my beloved hp. hah.

went for dinner at compass with parents. ended up at metro. and i was trying on all the nail polishes! hAhA.

let's talk about today. met siewling in church! thea went to say hello first. her exclamation of "oh! from pl!" drew my attention. haha. yep. hMm...her auntie brought her or something. hEEx. cool. ~

cambridge dinner

of course it was nice. well... let's start from the beginning. was supposed to go to mh house to make up and all but the rest later had to go at 3. so i didnt join them. anyway... xt told me that hh was "gorgeous" (quoting from her). haha. looks like turaiya did a good job. so i went by cab to swissotel. met yq and serene. went up to the canning ballroom and so many ppl were there! and of course.. the 1st thing i did was to find hh. to see her in that dress we made her buy the day before, and the slippers and the necklace. and to see what turaiya did to her. haha. she looked totally different! but very nice. and pretty! ah ruo and a few of us were shouting "mei nu! chio bu!" when she walked past our table.

well anyway... took many many pictures with friends...some unrecognisable. i cldnt recognise celene! i thought she was a stranger. oops! but all of us looked pretty and beautiful... haha. i think we took pictures for an hour? hAhA.

then we went in to the ballroom. oh yea! the bear bear at the welcome table was so cute!! i love it. sat with partner, yixian, yw, janice, yq, xinyi, ah ruo, serene & celene at our table. started with some praise & worship... and finally the food! hA. the 1st dish was served by the sec3s... while eating... there were blessed draws, miss cambridge pageant and games going on. yixian, partner and xinyi wn something. then there was this most creative "yam seng" thing. yixian came up with a musical yam seng... but the most creative one was the 2 tables which invaded the stage. haha. janice went up on our behalf to play the game for someone who had the longest breath. she got 2nd!! haha. mr low was up there too. we cldnt recognise ms ferng!! i thought she was a student!! hAhA!

dinner was so-so. i didnt like the desert since there was honey dew in it. and xin yi cldnt eat the rest so we made her eat the desert! we brought the whole bowl to her. almost made her drink from the ladle. haha. priscilla won the ms charismile (charisma + smile) for the pageant and ms cambridge was jeane from 4c1. yep. oh...for the blessed draw... wenxin won the 1st prize!! congrats! and she looked so pretty! as always. then there was a video presentation by the dinner committee. then the head & vice head prefect said some words ... followed by rhubini.

we were allowed to stay in the ballroom until 2330h. 1st we took a class photo...but i think only half the class was present. then we rushed to take a batch 33 sqd photo at the toilet. xt's friend helped us. and she was so funny! haHa. after that got a lift from meli together with janice, yw and mw. found out that the lift was off after 11pm! and celene had a rm on the 58th floor! oh no.

in the car... i think meli was falling asleep but the 4 of us behind were making too much noise... taking pictures... and talking non-stop. esp about harry potter!! haha. talking about cedric, harry, the 4th show, the 5th and 6th book. and a lot more. seriously...we were making a lot of noise. oops. haha.

overall..i think the dinner was a great success and i think the committee orgainsed the event very well. the programme went on smoothly...and i think we totally enjoyed ourselves...from taking pictures...to eating. haha. all of us looked different and like we've never seen before. i'm sure we'll always rmb this night. well...it's 2 years before the next one. hEE!~

we took her to buy her prom dress. seriously.... it is a dress. i aint gonna say who. find out when i blog abt tmr's event. but i must say it's certanly intriguing... how we managed to find the dress, shoes and acessories so fast. in the shortest time i've ever seen anyone shop for a dress. haha. well. we'll see how it goes tmr!~

i was reading xt's blog when i realised... i forgot how to play daidee! hAha. big deal. heY. seriously... the game i liked to play last time... i forgot!! aHHH!! same suit or different? how to put 5 cards? the only thing i know is that 2spades is the biggest. haha. well...i guess i have to re learn it.

tiff's ear hole closed? i dont believe it. (well...there's been more and more things i dont believe). wonder what happened? shall ask her later. maybe cannot put in? like mine. but i still managed to stuff it back after many days of bleeding and pus. oops. too disgusting. havent taken out my 2nd one. hope i dont get infection. or else...i'll just let it close. just gonna wear ear stick for cambridge anyway. i'll look ugly with 2 earrings on 1 side!! hEE!! i'm excited!! ~

done with whatever there is for 30 nov. haha. so excited!! yAy!! hAhA. ok. i think i'm going mad. i was staring at the harry potter poster at the bus stop. haha. stared until the bus came. of course staring at him. haha. but he doesnt look cute there. but i was still staring. ha! people like cedric. i think he's cute...but harry's beTTa. heE.

anyway... i feel that... if she wants people to listen to her... then she has to start listening to what people have to say too. so therefore.. since she doesnt listen to me or any of her friends, i'm not gonna listen to her. and i dont care whether i'm making it too obvious or not. or whoever comes to read this. but i want to say what i want to say. i'm not listening to her. downright disobedience. haha. whoever can infer what i'm talking about and pass it on... i dont care either. dont blame me.

why did they change the requirements?? aHH!! i want what it is supposed to be. what we learnt. what we did. that's seriously more fun. and u dun really have to think abt what you do. haha. talk about creative learning. but building things...it's so... contractor stuff. well... at least there's still what i did. yay! i love that! thank God they didnt decide to exclude it. or else i'll be damn angry. well anyway... wonder how they're gonna work it out. well... you wld definitely need at least 3 doing flag for majority of the time. except for the last few mins. unless they can really spd things up. and they had to exclude the laces. gosh. ok. let's use tissue paper. or... ribbons! pink ones! ha. they'll be striking. wonder what kinda thing they gonna make. hope it's more creative than ours. haha. but starting so late... hMm.... that's one worry. and anyway... i dun think we sld be the ones discussing this. it's not our team. we're the past. i think they themsleves should be coming up with the ideas. solutions to the problems. spoon feeding isnt good. the past is only there to help. to provide tips from previous experiences. and not to think up what to do and how and why. so if u wld to ask me... i think there is no need for this meeting at all. did the rest do this kinda thing for us during our time? no. and i stand by their ways. no wonder the unit is becoming more welfare. well... i dun wanna be there when it falls. somehow... this reminds me of Venice. oh yea. one more thing. by not telling them anything now... how wld it help anyway? if they knew now...they can use the weekend or their free time to think of some ideas. but i seriously dont think it's neccesary to meet this tue... besides... it's one day b4 cambridge dinner!~

seriously.... i hate flowery dresses. don't put one near me. and i dont look good in evening gowns. those grown up ones. maybe in jc. they make me look old. and i dont wanna grow up so fast. so many shopping for their prom night dresses. many from jc. let's see...i can name all. ha. anyway...saw pl girls too. not only sec4s. how come people shop at places like that? i mean...they're not say buying clothes for a special occasion. anyway. i got my octopus ball and i'm contented. i'm going out of point.

anyway... woah. how can someone get 271 for their psle? that's totally... woah. ha. he's the highest in his sch anyway. wonder which sec sch he's going to. RI? he'll be travelling the same route as me. only in the opp direction. ha.

ergH. doesnt it make you irritated when you cant dl something?!?!?!?!?~

i only have two things to say:

harry potter rocks!

and...

so does my template.~

harry potter and the goblet of fire was great! but then again... since when would i say it wasn't? it was very dark tho. very. hEE. cut a lot of parts. so sad. watched chamber of secrets on tv. haha. cant help but to watch again.

anyway.... o's are finally over. yay! sub science ppl are having there last mcq paper today. when i've finished like.... 4 days ago! hAhA!! dont ask me how it was. well.... i'm gonna rot at home today. cuz i'm supposed to tidy my room...but...heE. lazy. tmr's PAE. thanks. i havent decided where to go. maybe here....maybe there.... well... we'll see...~

chem prac: acid-alkali titration.
cation identification.

oh yeaH!! physics better be easy.~

blame it on your lousy attitude. dont make such sweeping statements. maybe you should have told us where. dont be so hypocritical. and act like you're so enthusiastic. cause you aint.~

study leave.~

have songs ever reminded you of happy memories of the past? well... they have for me. some remind me of holidays.... during the dec break. therefore, i conclude that i'm in serious need of a holiday!!! i find myself thining of the times overseas.... and the different environment... doing things like shopping without worries. and the good weather! but that's not my point.

i realised i've missed out on many many trips overseas...during these few years. new zealand north islands and stuff. why? because i gave up the holiday for unecessary things here. parents told me that i was silly for not going. "holiday oso dun wanna go! ppl dont have a chance and you dun wanna go!" of course...at that time... i just shrugged it off. but now i realised.... i've missed out a lot. all because of some stupid unecassary stuff in school. no. it's not extra lessons. haha. extra lessons are impt and extremely necessary. i'm talking abt other things. things that u are excused from if u take a holiday.

true... i have some good times from these instances....but truly... which is more enriching and relaxing? of course a holiday. different environment, different "world". no stress, no worries. most of the time...tired from shopping and galavanting all around the country. how can anyone compare that to some stupid stuff here? sure... i will miss my friends here but that's only short term. i will come back. duh. i have no idea what came over me in the past. putting priority over something less essential...(not that a holiday is very essential). but certainly more fun and enticing than going to school or staying at home...worrying abt some stuff that's coming up.

well....what i have to say to this is: whatever. i will not put these things as a priority again. if i have the chance...i'll choose the holiday. unless i really "zou bu kai". but hey! i'm just a youth. what things in life can make me so busy until i cant even find the time to spend with my whole family overseas?

i think i'm going crazy. maybe it's the studying. we keep planning what to do after the exams. how i wish the exams was earlier! but certain people wont agree with me. haha. well.... back to school. for the last week. *cries*.~

boO!!! i missed my blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! or rather.... the picture on my blog. ahH!! i so miss him. haha. it's been a longtime since i've come online to blog and stuff.... been piled up with a mountain high of revision papers. n's are over. i feel a tinge of jealousy....but at least i still have time to study.

this week... is really.... p-o-n school week. i dont know how many in my class turned up on thurs...or wed... seemed rather little. celene was sick. really sick. well...and yun qian... i dont know what to say la. haha. half half? half pon half....erR... i dont know. haha...she "pon" sch for 2 days. but going that 2 days was quite a waste of time..considering the fact that we were just going thru ans and stuff. it's not like it's a maths or something. good timing.

it's my last week in sch next week! so sad!!!! we have a hol on tue. marking day. fri is founder's day. i'll probably be going back to sch on the 17. cuz there's a maths. had the baccalaurette service on wed. hmM... was ok lar. not much difference from chapel. except that the pastor was more interesting. haha. anyway.... we gave a pine tree to the sch. and i dont want to comment on that. not here anyway.

miss me!!~

i'm gonna start studying seriously starting tmr. so i wun be able to come online so often. gosh. i won't miss anyone. except drew fuller! hEhE! he's so cute!~

<------isn't he so cute over there? gosh. i'm basically biased. of course every picture of him to me is cute. and handsome. and shuai. and cool. and...i could go on...~

drew fuller is really so cute and handsome! hEhE! fen ni agrees with me! gosh. i think he looks like utt. haha.

anyway....i want to thank God for my results. i wasnt expecting much from the 2 papers we checked today... but hey! it wasnt so bad. yes. esp my physics. He has certainly helped me thru this exam. i learnt that u really have to trust God in this kind of circumstances.... esp when u feel that all hope is lost. without him..you are just by yourself. i really thank Him and honour Him for my results.

anyway... after all that we were playing some lame game. felicia's lame game. but there were many funny moments cuz we were practically laughing thru... then we played bingo. haha. i kept winning. there's studying next week.~
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I think this is meaningful:

God sent his son
They called Him Jesus
He came to love, heal and forgive
He gave His son, to buy my pardon
An empty grave is there to prove my Savior lives.

Because He lives
I can face tomorrow
Because He lives
All fear is gone
Becuase I know, I know
He holds the future
And life is worth a living just because He lives.

thanks. they are changing charmed to 10pm. now i cant see it and have to tape it. glad that there's not chris in it. or else i'm gonna make a big fuss.

anyway...didnt do any revision in sch today. had this career talk. the speaker was funny. and humorous. at least not the typical boring type. on the whole....a good talk. did the d.i.s.c personality test. i'm an "i". enthusiastic, warm...blah... haha *waves in the queen's manner. but "i" people fear rejection. which is rather true. and i think that the test is really accurate. a few of my friends are "s"... resistant to changes. haha. cool. and i felt that some are really "d". altho some doesnt wanna say it la. or maybe she's telling the truth... but...doubt so. i think she's "d". haha. stop wondering who i'm talking abt. find out yourself. but the talk was cool. made me laugh.

then had this acjc talk. basically trying to psycho us into going there. they have a science research thing! oh man. and their MEP and music programmes are good. but too bad it's too far away. well...that's about the whole day. and tmr....it's checking eng paper. gosh. no! but no studying. haha. but i dun wan my eng paper. how abt giving me something else? i hope i get a b3 anyway. oh yes. i found out that i most probably wont be able to take KI (not potassium iodide) in jc. needs a distinction or b3 for eng. and my eng is shaky. so i'll take gp. as if gp's any better. well... will think of that later. "i" people dont really care abt details. haha.

i'm getting addicted to ms again. shall go try to study. since it's such a cool day!~

i cant help saying this but.... gosh... drew fuller is so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

talk abt wu liao. stupid ne quiz made us stay back till 12 today...just to play some game and "build" up singapore. and we had to wait till 10.50! what kinda?? we cld actually go home at 9am. that's 3 hrs diff. thanks. stupid.

anyway... ah ruo and i went to cel's house. in a sports car. ah ruo and cel watched some korean show. seriously....i dont see anything that's nice abt it. and it's those olden days show. eek. haha. so...i was playing ms. hehe.

yeah! no school tmr. and we're gonna do crap on thurs and fri. some talks and quizzes. why cant we just stay in the hall and do "revision"? ha. i just suddenly started worrying abt what i wrote in my exams. it's a sudden feeling of anxiety. gosh. i pray for the leniency of the markers.~

i don't have to go to school today. nor wednesday. are you jealous?~

gosH. i finally get to go out!!! went shopping today. 1st...to get my gold ear rings. stop thinking that it's obiang! haha. it's quite ok la. but it costs 30 bucks. such a small thing costs 30 bucks? anyway.... went to crystal jade to eat la mian and xiao long bao....gosh...it was good. i haven been out since....i cant even remember. then went to orchard to shop shop. i was so glad to be out. be nevertheless...i feel guilty for not studying. but then again....haha. i'll study tmr! if i feel like it.

anyways....it's good having not to study for a while. but i hope i dun forget everything. and i dun wanna get back my prelim papers. esp eng and physics.~

like my new skin? i love it!! well...structure wise....it's not my type. but who cares? there's drew fuller's pic. gosh. so cute! too bad there's no baby pic of wyatt. he's so cute. as in....ke ai. anyway...i'm going mad abt him. haHa.~

what's happening to my firefox? hmMm.....wonder wonder wonder.
here's an account of what my prelims were like.

Lit: was able to answer the questions. at least i didnt hesitate this time! and i wrote so much for the KOC essay. i had no time to finish my unseen. and the unseen passage came from what i read before. but i had no idea about irony. haha. twelfth night was ok. surprisingly i had time to finish.

Math P1: ok i guess. but it was tedious.... without a claculator. gosh. i rely on calc too much.
SS: we were studying so hard for venice and gd governance and we were so sure that one was surely to come out. and what came out? merger. 2 sec 3, 1 sec4. and i only studied sec4. but i did merger anyway. was easier. and i crapped out some excuse for my "L5" answer.

Geog: map reading took so long. and was asked to fill in some landscape thing. haha. i had no time to write more for tourism. die.
A Math P1: was ok lar. more difficult than o'lvl standard...but definitely not ms lau's standard.

Math P2: well... i just hope i get an a1. not that it was easy.
Physics: ah dont talk about it. he's sadistic.

Chem: alright i guess. at least i have more confidence for chem than physics.
A Math P2: a killer. so many qns which i had doubts about. in plain english, i dont know how to do! but after confirming some of my answers with loretta, i felt better. maybe it's not so bad after all.

gosh. i'm depressed. anyway...it's time i took a break. i'm "playing" this weekend. but it's back to studying next week. whatever. gosh. i've missed my com...and the pictures in it. haha. isnt chris just so cute?~

i was reading my KOC notes and i just realised that today is septemer 10! Kingshaw's doomsday. haha

the more i study...the more i start fantasizing about after the o's.

been studying 24/7 this week. except for wed. well..that's something to do with the o's as well. i am so b o r e d. meli, partner and sylvia met mr low for physics....i met them later for a math. he puts salt on his hash brown. and i thought i had a salty tooth! anyway... he gave us a lift to the front gate...cuz he claimed that the back gate was locked. which happened to be untrue. we went to meet ms lau for a math... i expected a few people to be with her... like serene and gang... but there were so many in the room! haha. and some unexpected ones i guess. but anyway... we asked ms lau a whole lot of qns. and by the time we finished it was already past 12. she was burning out fast. and she kept saying the qns made her go merry go round. haha. poor thing.

the 3 went to "consult" mr low again. cuz they only had 1 hr before and because of some misunderstanding. well...meli needed to go home to eat her ah ma's fried rice. haha. so she went and was late. they met till 4 i think. and i on the other hand...went home and fell asleep on the sofa.

well.... there's really nothing to do at home...so i might as well study. i dunno how i am going to overcome this boredom after the o's. of course i am gonna go out and watch harry potter!! and exercise. oh gosh. i've been eating and sitting on the sofa and studying. and eating and sitting.... so i better exercise once the exams are over. but i cant go out every day can i? or exercise everyday. so maybe i'll just st and rot at home. there i go fantasizing about the future again.

oh yes. i realised that the humanities arent that difficult to study. if you have enough time on your hands. you can actually rmb more if u have more time. i keep telling ppl that chem is all memory work. one day someone's gonna say geog and ss is more of memory work! well... i just take an interest only in sci and maths la. F=ma, sine x, cos x are my friends. population and development arent. i'm glad i dont need to study for chinese! whatever. back to studying!

wish me luck for prelims.~

school's out! prelims are in. ergh. i thought i'd bring this up. mr low is so cool man. meli, partner and sylvia wanted to make an appointment with him for physics. he said he wasnt sure whether the school was open. he offered to meet them at srgn garden mac. aint that cool? which teacher meets their students at mac man? anyway. if i went...i'd be more interested in the food la. esp the b'fast meals. haha. meeting ms lau on wed tho. she gave a 35 min philosophical speech today. and i feel that i need to find her to clear every doubt i have. prelims are so ergH! too much pride would lead to your downfall.

gosh. i'm going crazier over drew. *i like the name chris. haha. he is so shuai!! he was so shuai in charmed! too bad he "died". but he's so shuai! and cute. yun qian agrees with me. while cel is still talking abt how kind her beloved korean actor is. chris rocks man! but i rock more.

went for this chinese debate at mediacorp. we went for the macau vs hk. they were good. too bad didnt get to see the caucasians debate. they can really speak aft learning for 5 years. as for me... more than 10 years of chinese education and i can hardly make up a good sentence. haha. but the debate was cool. and they filmed it. maybe i can see my face on tv? haha. shall tune in and see. cel went for the korean one. expected. haha.

well... i cant come online so often anymore...maybe 1 day next week. then it's prelims. ergH!~